Here's a thought: when you break up or fall apart with someone you may be angry or sad or disappointed, but when time goes by you forget all that stuff and just remember the good things. So my point is, is this a good thing or a bad one? Are we slaves of our minds? Because, honestly, sometimes it may be a good thing to just forget what happened if it was some kind of stupid thing... but what happens when is not a stupid thing? You forget and forgive based on a matter of time? That may be the reason why couples try it again but, at the end of the day, the trouble's still out there. Somewhere.

Here's another thought: if what I want is someone to keep me company, can't I just do that with a friend (even a boy friend) and try to make things clear or will it just be even more complicated than it is now?

Five boys in a row, in five days. Is that considered a good or a creepy thing? I may have to reconsider my actions and therefore, my meetings...