Yesterday talking with one of the nicest guys I've ever been with, I realised how fucked up is the feeling of not wanting to be alone. So what? You just hang out with someone you know for sure you will never fall in love with? Just to feel like you have someone to rely on?

It is quite sad, actually. And I am sure that we have all felt this way. But I say: NO. Let's stop this. At least I am, I am stopping this need to be with someone when I actually have the best I can have. My very beloved friends, they are my sweethearts and the apple of my eye.