I know you probably don't feel the same way about me like you used to. And I'm not saying I do but I did feel something when I saw you after all this time. Something inside me moved and clicked. Something that had been closed for a very long time opened, something changed.
When we hugged I couldn't think of anything. I didn't. I just felt. And when you say those terrible words about our past relationship, it just breaks my heart.
I know I haven't been perfect and I am not saying that I will. But somehow I need you. I need your approval and maybe I even need you to feel something. A sparkle, a hint, something.
I can't believe I'm still on this page after all but I'm guessing some things can't be kept away from us, we have to suffer them to make sure we can let them go. Or cherish them and stick to them until the end.
