It's been a while. Maybe because I wanted some people to forget about the existence of this blog. But mainly because my feelings were just so weird that it was almost impossible to write them down. So many things have happened that I can't imagine where should I begin, I'm just going to say that everything torned into pieces and the ones that used to be together are not anymore. None of them. Well, friendship survived after all.

There are moments when I feel like I'm all alone even though there is always something willing to give that hug you long for. But they're just not enough. Or maybe the people is not enough.

To be honest, I don't know what should I change. I don't even know if I should change. Maybe he was right and I don't know how to be alone.

Maybe. There is always uncertainty around me.